alone

well, it has been a long long time. travel alone, sleeping alone, being alone.

he is back now. but i still feel alone.

why.

i dont know.

yeasterday we went to tanjung piai, he drove. i dunno what was is his mind. sat next to him, i cant felt his breath. felt so lost. although he hold my hand. although he kissed my cheek. although he hug me.

everything so familiar, but it was so new.

feel the heart which love him so much. feel the warm from his arm. but, i cant feel the love.